Its one thing to come to recovery, and accept that we have a problem with drugs. It is not a easy task for anyone to do, to admit that we are powerless over drugs, and that no matter what happens in our life we are never going to able to use again, cause if we do, we end up back out on the streets, or we loose people that are important to us.
The first question we need to ask, To use, or not to use? after your first 30 days of recovery, it somewhat feels like you will not be able to answer that question, but here... I will give you the answer, NOT TO USE! The second question is To live or not to Live...? cause if you choose not to use, the answer to this question is TO LIVE...
You have to come to a understanding with your self when you start your recovery, to give it your best, to sit down shut up and listen. For most of us that is kinda hard to do.
My almost 3 years of recovery, has taught me a lot of things, one of which was LISTEN.
When you just listen, you will relate to a lot of us addicts, it turns out we all have a lot of the same problems, come from the same place, heck, even have some of the same problems.
You are worth every effort you put in to your recovery, and remember you should not be doing recovery for anyone else but your self... and its very important that you put your best effort in to this.
I hope this helps someone out there that is trying to figure out of recovery is for them!
My name is Denny,
I am a Addict!
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My Journey into the the lives that run the organization of HFFS and the lives of those associated in some way shape or form began July 2008. Before then I was an empty egotistical, self-centered, self-destructive ball of confusion going through life destroying not only myself but everyone around me. Since then my life has been transformed. I can actually be grateful today for people in my life. I have purpose. HFFS has shown me a new way to live and I'm forever grateful. Cudos...Love you all.
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